She Was Smiling To The End
Femme Fatal
Grimm x Rabbit

Is: Short. Red headed. Passionate. Sarcastic. Lazy. Future geologist. Bubble gum lover. Music fan. Art fan. Tea obsessed. Chocolate addict. Photoshop geek. Nerd-to-the-max. Candle fan.

Likes: Books. Horror movies. acting. adobe photoshop. Art. Computers. Dogs. Drawing. Dreams. equal rights. Fantasy. Food. Freedom of speech. Graphic design. guild wars. History. Internet. Movies. music. open mindedness. Photography. role playing games. Sarcasm. stargate atlantis. stargate sg-1. tolerance. video games. Writing.

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Thursday, April 26, 2007
@9:57 AM

Ok. I know that I said I would post more on myself yesterday, but I just got distracted and I didn't remember about posting, let alone my blog. -snort- Who am I kidding; I was well aware of that I needed to post yesterday but I just got lazy and didn't feel like clicking the favorites icon and then the Blogger link. Yep, I'm extremely lazy when it comes to blogs. That's why my other blogs have failed, but I really don't want this one to, so I'll try better when it comes to these sorts of things.

Alright, back to where I left off; my migraine. Even with all the medication they have me on I still have a constant migraine headache, but at least the meds tone it down enough for me to function ...sort of. I'm pretty much confined to the quietest and darkest part of the house with my computer. I attend an online high school because I can't go to normal school anymore without dropping to my knees in pain from all of the loud noises and florescent lights that set me off worse than a match in a dry forest. I'm limited in the things I can and are willing to go out and do. It's become almost second nature to me to avoid anything that I think might set me off or agitate my headache.

I put on a brave face and everyone who knows about my headaches thinks that I'm learning to cope with pain and that I'm getting better, but this really isn't the case. I put on that face so the others around me don't feel burdened and don't need to show concern for me anymore. I want everyone else to live great lives for themselves and not have to feel held down or anything by me. What hurts more though is when I think about all the great things that were happening before I got the migraines.

-Nuff for today. I'll continue tomorrow.

. . . To The End