She Was Smiling To The End
Femme Fatal
Grimm x Rabbit

Is: Short. Red headed. Passionate. Sarcastic. Lazy. Future geologist. Bubble gum lover. Music fan. Art fan. Tea obsessed. Chocolate addict. Photoshop geek. Nerd-to-the-max. Candle fan.

Likes: Books. Horror movies. acting. adobe photoshop. Art. Computers. Dogs. Drawing. Dreams. equal rights. Fantasy. Food. Freedom of speech. Graphic design. guild wars. History. Internet. Movies. music. open mindedness. Photography. role playing games. Sarcasm. stargate atlantis. stargate sg-1. tolerance. video games. Writing.

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
@5:08 PM

Here lately, I haven't really been all together upstairs and I hoped, by starting a blog/journal, that maybe I could start sorting things out and maybe get a handle on my life again. I've started blog before but I always seem to lose interest or forget about them after two or three posts. Hopefully this time I'll stick with it by not really using it as a place to just complain and rather a place to put all the extra thoughts and story bits and scraps of poetry and ideas and whatever else is squirming around up there. I've just got to get some of this stuff out of my head. Maybe I'll even start putting some of my armature photography on here, maybe being the key word. I just hope I can get past all my typical angst-y teen mood swings and predictable bitterness and sarcasm and start to unclutter my thoughts by actually -gasp- putting the truth down and not my half-cooked version of fantasy that I like to hide behind. I guess I've always been this way though; all made up of mirrors and masks, distorting the truth about myself, others, and everything around me just to make myself feel better about not only myself but everything around me. I'm not really sure why I do it though. I've had a pretty great childhood, forgetting of course, my fairly recent (started in '03) development of a constant migraine that never goes away or changes intensity without the help of seriously potent medication.

Well, I think that's enough for the moment. Tomorrow I'll go into more detail about ... stuff I guess.

. . . To The End